
Monday, December 21, 2009
There and Back Again....

Gogo Sikakane
Farewell Aunty Emily - sizokubona Gogo. You left a legacy that can never be erased, you were a rock that could not be effaced. So many were made rich because of your kindness, your smiling eyes, the love that you shared so freely. I am excited to know that this is only a beginning, that we will be in each other's presence again around the throne of the Lamb of God. We remember you, we miss you, we love you.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Wow it's been a while....

A Chinese Tea arrangement that my boy's friend served us,
I was fascinated by the size of the cup and all the tea making instruments
ya apart from that things are shaping up. Here at AE i've been working steadily on the film festival; the good thing is that now my workload is spread out among more staff. For a while there i was pulling the whole load on my own - was too much! It's looking good for next year tho - any interested visitors????
My car was in the workshop for a bit; had to do pretty much an overhaul on the engine. That was kind of sad, but at least i was still able to get around using Lerissa's car (luvin respeks!) and it's healthy again. There are a few other things to mess around with on it though....i'll do that after the January blues most likely.

Nelson Mandela's house in the Transkei
What else..........oh, believe it or not i'm playing piano in church! I used to play years ago (over a decade) and didn't remember much. In fact, i wasn't even interested in relearning it. But God is amazing eh? I went to a women's conf our church was hosting and this lady prophesied into my life about how the piano playing ability was laying latent in my fingers - she said she could feel it. So the very next weekend i took a step of faith and began playing for our worship team - God is great and greatly to be praised! Things are happening on that front which is kool cuz it's opened a whole new way of experiencing God in the music....beautiful!
Aight famz, that's all for now! Be strong!
Tapfuma
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Xcelleraaaaayshunnnnnnnnnnnnnn>>>>>>>>>>>>
The new season is already here and the Kingdom is getting established in ways we never realized. it's amazing cuz i'm seeing acceleration and release all around me right now in people's lives - people walking more fully into their inheritance as children of the King.
Me: "music and social justice" That latter term i think has been adulterated by our common western move to try and find something to fight for - all too often a self centered motivation that has wrought a lot of damage. Unfortunately, many of us have fought for justice out of bitterness because of what's been done to us and our people; not out of deep compassion, empathy and love for sufferers - empowering them to bring change and release even for their oppressors. "Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring?" I know this because i used to be a passionate hater of oppression and its agents - in this my whole life mission had become determined by the "other". I've now learned that my life mission originates in an eternal, extra superior, peerless, majestic, unsearchable, gracious, forgiving, caring, beautifully divine Creator (words fail me). Whose life mission could ever be determined by a mere human being?????????
Anyway, God has been great in bringing a lot of this back into my life. I'm excited cuz the possibilities of what is to be done are endless! I pray the same for you, that you would just kool in the quiver - this ain't retreat, it's the patient waiting for the time of release. For those who already launched, enjoy your flight...........
Nuff blesses! Wun
Monday, August 24, 2009
The Latter iz Greater


Yup, that's wut it is for now. Okay, stay chuned!
BLessd
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
tnx for the encouraging words and blesses. Tings here are moving well by God's great grace. The AE Int Film Fest is coming along, made some really good contacts yesterday. I'm trusting God to open wide the doors of funding!
THere is a gentleman by the name of Bryce Anderson who fellowships at our church, except he's always on the road and so we hardly see him. He is a prolific musician and this year won Best R&B Album from the prestigious South African Music Awards - hype eh? His album is called Undescribable. He came through with his band this past weekend and helped us out with worship and our church choir. They're nyyyyce! Looks like i'm gonna have the opportunity to do some work with them, looking forward to that.
And that's wut it is. Every blessing! Luv
Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Do you need some of dat? Me 2.
Well i been stupid busy as per usual, actually trying to slow down a bit cuz in fact there's more i want to do! I'm relearning the whole thing of putting God first, Family next and Work after. It's a big release attempting that balance but someone once said that balance is trying to hold a tray of glasses steady on the shifting deck of a boat - you never really arrive.
Ya, well nuff a gwan.....but most recently something pretty amazing happened. My passport expired yesterday and South African visa expired early in May. i couldn't apply for another visa until i had received my passport back and i only realized the visa expiry date......after the expiry date. So i was in a tight situation and getting kinda stressed out but all the while doing my best to trust Him and leave it in His hands. Well i got my passport to the Canadian High Commission only to realize that i needed my citizenship card which i had lost. So i now had to apply for a new citizenship card all the while my visa had expired (thick eh?). But i have to say the Canadian High Commission was really good - it takes months to get a new citizenship card so as soon as i applied for it they began processing my passport and had it to Canada and back in about 2 weeks!
Next ting was SA Home Affairs. I needed to somehow get them to extend my visa so that i wouldn't have to take any expensive and inconvenient trips across borders, etc. On my first trip there with a letter of motivation from AE's Team Leader, Uncle Gregs, dude told me i had to go back home without reading the letter! ANyway, on my way out this guy from the UK gave me a "pssst" and furtively motioned me over - fraudlent visa's? fake passports? nope! he told me you just need to pay a fine when leaving the country.
Anway, i ended up going in with a colleague who does a lot of ministry in Home Affairs and after a conversation with a lady we had the way forward. I went in this past Tuesday morning and they gave me my visa right there and then - no fees, no photographs, no applications - all praises to Him who sits on the throne!
keep blessed!
Friday, May 15, 2009
For our Mothers.....
pain in cracked palms, the tears, death, the nuisance
you grew thin so your seeds grew straight
the legacy you are can never be erased
you have struck a rock that will not be effaced!
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
April Showers
Radio KNI
Anyway, hope y'all iz gud!
Bless up
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Window 2 my World

Peoples!

View from Msinga mountain range where we were doing rural house visits for those affected by HIV and AIDS
What a mystery, but all i know is that as i begin to focus my prayer life and communion with God on coming to the cross where self is crucified and "I" cease to be central...God is doing a great work in me. My desire is that His work in me is so complete that overflow into the lives of others as a channel of blessing will happen more and more naturally.
Amazing though because we are called to live at a place of brokeness - this is something i don't ever want to relinquish. I've seen awesome examples of broken yet whole people in my life. I think this must be a delicate balance cuz God don't despise contriteness and brokeness and when i'm weak He is strong....
As a final thing to meditate on which has rocked me in these last days:
You ever seen a white pumpkin???
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Wawrries and Prawblems <--> Graissse and Ovacuming
Howz everybody? I'm well by God's grace. Last night was pretty hype, hit a spoken word event at the BAT Center on the Durban harbourfront. The BAT Center is an incredible hub of creative energy - art galleries and studios, creative writing workshops, drama and nuff music...... Of late, i've been making some good connections there. At first it was kind of hit and miss cuz i would go and find out there was either something hype on or nothing at all. Finally, i guess i'm more ready for it and got some good peoples around me that can hold me down. The truth is that i see the Arts as belonging to God and there is so much redemptive and restorative work to be done to experience the glory, beauty and wholeness of God in it. So i'm looking forward to continued building from here - give thanks.
God works in great ways. For the past few weeks i've been feeling an urgency to be more involved again with people on the ground - i've felt too comfortable and unconcerned and having been asking God to break me into that. He has been answering that in an incredible way. One of the ways is through a connection to some fellow Zimbabweans who i met while working here at AE. There are 3 of them i bring them to church on Sundays. They are wonderful peoples. I just check their living space yesterday and discovered they're living in someone's back yard in a plywood structure that's about 8ftx8ft - there are 4 of them living in there........no beds, no storage space, no toilets, no cooking facilities. There are a few other similar structures in the same yard with other people living in them where they go to cook and use the toilet. It's a pretty ruff state and finding work is not easy for them. Please keep them in your prayers and keep us as a church in your prayers because i'm really trying to figure out a way to be able to help them out as much as we can in a meaningful and empowering way.
The other thing opportunity is a gentleman by the name of Sihle who approached me and my friend Dave one early Sat morning while we standing outside of our church talking. he was looking for money to get back to the rural area he came from but everyone was in prayer (we were making our way there too) so i asked if he minded joining us for the remaining 30mins then i could direct him to someone after. He was concerned that he didn't smell clean but i assured him it was kool. So he came in and sat next to me.....and the man started to weep. You could sense that God was really doing something in his life. So after the service i introduced him to Uncle/Pastor Greg and he shared a bit of his story. Sihle is a Christian who left his home because it was a tuff situation there and ended up in Joburg and PMB. He's been on the street for most of it, but while in Joburg was actually living with a pastor. He decided to move out though, feeling that God was moving him to and ended up living under a bridge in town. He's been facing so many hardships as you can imagine and just the night before we met him he had decided to turn his back completely on God - God is so amazing! By the end of the prayer meeting he said that he had come for money but realized that God had sent him here to call him back to Himself.
So after prayer i was able to buy him some food and soap (with money someone else had given me for him). He also showed me his place........
So again, we need much wisdom to know how best to help this brother. Please keep that in prayer too.
Ya, so that's what that is. On another tip, i'm looking at buying a car; peep it:
It's a pretty good deal - mechanically good, clean and upgraded engine and big sound! Please help me pray about whether or not this is a good investment.....thus far, it seems it is. I checked it a few times with a mechanic.
Aight family, much luv!
Friday, February 20, 2009
Strength in Weakness
i write to inform you that as the AE Family we have suffered a tragic loss this past week. One of our team members, Foxfire Luvuyo Duda, was taken earlier this week. It happened that as he was swimming with some friends the undertow took him and he never recovered. This has been a heavy experience especially for his fellow Foxfires and Dino who gives leadership to them. Please uplift the AE family and more importantly Luvuyo's family at this time. As many around me have constantly reminded me, there are many things on this side of eternity that we won't be able to make sense of. Please pray that there would be a complete mourning process and from there that those who have been touched by this incident would rise up again stronger than before. God is faithful, even when we are faithless cuz He cannot disown Himself; He never acts or moves outside of His character - His character is inherently good, His nature is to bless. So in this time let's continue to trust Him.
I hope that whatever you're facing at this time, that you are trusting Jesus as your source. He truly is the Author and Perfector of life - He sees the end from the beginning, you can trust Him. Be encouraged and renewed!
Much luv
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Wunse-ah-ghin
Yes,
back in the lands of Republik of South Afrika....howzit peoples? It's gud to be back....it's always bittersweet leaving one home and returning to another. But my time with family was so important, refreshing and healing actually. I really feel that i'm at a new place being back here and it's being evidenced in the day to day. I'm so much more disciplined and balanced - basically life is a lot more wholesome. In fact, i was just reminded of Luke 2:52 where Jesus is grown in all the different facets of His life. Sometimes extremism probably feels better, like you're accomplishing more but i find myself in such a state of peace which reminds me of Isaiah's words that in "quiet trust is your confidence". It's really only him who is weak who needs to exert power in order to convince himself and others that he is strong - true power submits itself to the high calling of serving its Master and Creator....
ya, so at home i connected with famz, connected with frenz, took a trip to Phili with Tatenda, spent nuff time in Wing Chun and even hit a mic (at a debut concert for a band called The Renaissance Collective - big sound). It was a low key holidayz which i liked, i didn't really have the energy to be all over the place and meeting with nuff people.
Now that i'm back, i'm back at it. As i say things are pretty well balanced so it's back to work in the office, teaching a youth how to play the congas, doing some music in the park as an outreach, practicing Wing Chun, building with peoples and just continually looking for ways to keep growing......
There's actually some exciting things happening here at AE......we have a month at a local radio station (KNI 103fm) and the Foxes and i will be on air every Friday of that month. Our programme will basically create awareness of the Volunteer Intern Programme, the FoxFire Dept and provide a platform for some teaching and demonstration of the Arts. So we'll do some live music, hold a freestyle competition and do some CD reviews on the latter tip. Chune in if you can...
I'm also exploring a partnership with the International Film Festival South Africa; we're looking at taking that to a new level. I'd appreciate nuff prayer on that for wisdom and discernment....
Well family, much luv to you all.
Keep blessed!